ONE
Be strong and do the work.
1 CHRONICLES 28:10
September 2005
Eighty-one-year-old Madeline stormed into the middle of
Weaver’s main intersection, positioned herself directly beneath its only
traffic light, spread her arms wide, and screamed, “I will not allow it!” Just
to make sure every atom and chromosome of every person within range heard her
proclamation, she turned one-hundred-and-eighty degrees and did it again. “Do
you hear me? I will not allow it!”
The light guiding the traffic traveling along Emma
Street turned green, but there was no need for
Madeline McHenry Weaver to move out of the way. The light could show its colors
from now until Elvis returned and she would not have to move—for safety’s sake
anyway. Yet the truth was, she couldn’t stand out here all day. If the heat of
their Indian summer hot-spell didn’t get to her, her arthritis would. Annoying
thing, getting old.
“You done yet?”
Web Stoddard sat at the corner, on a bench that skirted
the town’s only park, with one arm draped over its back, his overall-clad legs
crossed. The shoelace on his right work boot was untied and teased the
sidewalk. He slowly shooed a fly away as if he didn’t have anything better to
do.
Which he didn’t.
Which brought Madeline back to the problem at hand.
She waved her arms expansively, ignoring the light turning
red. “No, I’m not done yet. And I won’t be done until people start listening to
me.”
His right ankle danced a figure eight. “No people to hear,
Maddy. It’s too late.”
She stomped a foot. “It’s not too late! It can’t be.”
Web nodded to the Weaver Mercantile opposite the bench.
“Want to go sit at the soda fountain? I have a key.”
“You have a key to every empty business in town. Don’t
abuse the privilege.”
He nodded slowly, then grinned. “Want to go neck in the
back of the hardware store?”
She crunched up her nose. “It smells like varnish and
nails in there.”
“Not a bad smell.”
“You’re obsessed with necking.”
“When was the last time I mentioned it?”
She hated to be put on the spot. “But you think about it a lot.”
“Last I heard, thinking tweren’t a bad thing. And don’t
act like I’m pressuring you. The last time we kissed was 1942.”
She looked past him toward the gazebo that sat in the
middle of the town square. Even from here she could see the floor was covered
with the first sprinkling of gold, rust, and red leaves. Dead leaves. Blowing
away, just like the town. Yet that’s where she and Web had exchanged their last
kiss. “October twenty-second, 1942.”
He smiled. “You remembered.”
“You were abandoning me, going off to war.”
“You were supposed to wait for me.”
Ouch.
She took two steps toward the bank that she and her
husband Augustus had owned. Yet proximity close or far from Web wouldn’t make
the past right itself. But how dare he bring it up at a time like this? She put
her hands on her hips and glared at him.
“Gracious day. What a look. What did I do?” he said.
“Here I am worrying about Weaver and you...” She let
her head wag like a disappointed mother.
He sat up straight and his loose lace became sandwiched between
shoe and sidewalk. “You need to let the town go, Maddy.”
She shook her head.
He patted the bench. “Come over here.”
She crossed her arms, hugging herself. She didn’t want to
be scolded, or worse yet, placated. “I will not let Weaver die on me.”
His voice softened. “It already has.”
Her arms let loose, taking in the expanse of the main
street. “The town’s going to turn one hundred next year. We can’t let it expire
at ninety-nine. It’s... it’s sacrilegious.”
He squinted his left eye.
“Scandalous?”
“You’re overreacting, plus taking it way too personal.”
“It is personal. I’m a Weaver.” As soon as she said the
words she wished she could take them back. Her becoming a Weaver was directly
related to her not waiting for his safe return from World War II.
He was charitable and let it slide. “Nothing lasts
forever. Not even a family line,” he said.
Ah. Sure. Rub it in. If only she and Augustus had had
children...
“It’s just you and me, kid,” Web said, doing a pitiful
Humphrey Bogart imitation.
But he spoke the truth. They were the only lifers left in
town... which made her remember, there used to be another. “I can’t believe
the Sidcowskys left. We went to high school with Marabel.”
“You can’t blame them for moving to Wichita
to be closer to their grandchildren.”
Madeline strode to the curb in front of Sidcowsky’s
Hardware and kicked it. The scuff in her shoe and pain in her toe was worth it.
“They’re traitors, the lot of them. Abandoning their life-blood, their hometown
that needs them. They are selfish beings, thinking nothing of the greater good,
only thinking—”
“The Sidcowskys are good people, but they, like others,
came to a crossroads and had to make a choice. The Sidcoswkys held on way
beyond when others left.”
Madeline would concede the point—privately. She did a lot
of conceding in private. Although she hadn’t let others see her panic, that was the emotion holding her in a
stranglehold this past year. What had Queen Elizabeth called her horrible year
when Windsor castle burned and she
endured the scandal and divorce of her wayward children? Annus horribilus. So it was. Actually the demise of Weaver had not
come about in a single year’s time. The disease that had eaten away at its
foundation had come slowly, like a cancer cell dividing and eating up the good,
only making itself known when it was too late. Townspeople finding jobs
elsewhere. People moving out, no one moving in. People getting greedy or
panicking when business slowed. Closing up shop. Forgetting in their quest for
more money, more success, and more happiness, all that Weaver stood for:
family, tradition, safety, security, continuity.
Where was that continuity now? Where was the loyalty? It
wasn’t strictly a Weaver-problem. No one stayed employed with one company their
entire lives anymore. They didn’t even stay in one neighborhood, but hopped
houses and even spouses as if all were interchangeable and acceptable on the
frantic road to happiness. The truth was, Weaver’s demise had killed her
husband. The doctor may have said it was his heart, but Madeline knew
frustration and despair were the real—
“This town isn’t the only town going through hard times,
Maddy. People need to eat.”
She pointed at the Sunshine Café on the opposite corner.
“People could’ve eaten right there, until those quitters, the Andersons,
moved out.”
“Moved on, Maddy. People have to move on when they aren’t
making enough to live. Big towns with big stores and big jobs. That’s what
people need.”
She watched a squirrel scamper diagonally from the park to
the bank just a few feet in front of her. It didn’t even hesitate. Even the
rodents knew there was no need for a traffic light in Weaver anymore.
Her shoulders slumped. What she needed was a long soak in a lavender scented bath. What she needed
was time; more years to accomplish what she wanted to accomplish. “They don’t need those things they’re after, Web.
They want them. Big difference.”
He came toward her, right there in the street. She let him
come. She could use a hug. In the three years since Augustus had died, she’d
relied on Web’s arms to make her feel better when the world was uncooperative.
Her cheek found his shoulder. The clasp to his overall strap bit into it, but
she didn’t care.
“It’s not your responsibility, Maddy.” He put a hand on
the back of her head and she closed her eyes to let the years slip away. Many,
many years...
But then his words—instead of falling away as they gave
comfort, hung back and started to jab like a bully offering a challenge.
Yes, she and Web had lived a lot of years here, shared a
lot of history, but it wasn’t time to rest on those laurels yet. There were too
many years between them to brush off as being past and over. She may be old,
but she wasn’t dead yet. She suddenly pushed away from him. “It is my responsibility, Web. You don’t
know...”
His faded blue eyes looked confused, as if he’d forgotten
he’d just said those very words.
She repeated herself, growing impatient. “Weaver is my responsibility.” She pointed at
the street signs. “Emma Street
is named after Augustus’s great grandmother, and Henry
Avenue was named for her father. Every street in this town is named after a Weaver. They
claimed it ninety-nine years ago and we’ve been here ever since. I’m the last
Weaver standing and I will not go down without a fight!”
She noticed her arm was raised in a
give-me-liberty-or-give-me-death position. She kept it there for effect.
“Ever hear of retirement, Maddy? Enjoying your golden
years?”
She lowered her arm. “Oh pooh. Use it or lose it.” She
started walking toward the Weaver Garden
on the far edge of the park, right across from the Weaver mansion. She often
did her best cogitating among the flowers.
When she didn’t hear footsteps coming after her she turned
back and found Web still standing in the middle of the abandoned street. “You
coming?”
He put his hands in his pockets. “Depends. Exactly what are you planning to do?”
“I’m going to save Weaver, silly. And after I do, we’re
going to have the best and biggest 100th birthday celebration this
town has ever seen.” Web’s shaking head riled her. “I will save Weaver, Web Stoddard. The question is: will you help me?”
Web’s sigh was eaten up by the drone of the cicadas
overhead. “What do you have in mind?”
Madeline had never let technicalities stop her before, and
she certainly wasn’t about to start now. She put her hands on her hips. “Are
you in or out?”
“You need to explain—”
She took a step toward her best friend. “I don’t need to
do anything of the sort. I need a yes from you. Now.”
“Before I even know the question?”
“Exactly.”
“You’re not being fair, Maddy.”
She planted her feet dramatically and waited. Come on, Web. Do this for me. For Weaver.
For us.
Web’s head shook no
even as she said, “Yes. Yes, I’m in.”
Bravo.
It was a start.
Copyright 2004, Nancy Moser. Published by Tyndale House Publishers.